Smutno mi, wiesz? Dzisiaj sie nawet poplakalem. Siedzialem w kuchni, jak to zwykle robie na podlodze, i czytalem gazete.. popatrzylem w pusty rog przeciwleglej sciany, pomyslalem sobie ze przeciez Ty moglabys tam siedziec, i popijajac powoli kawe z mojego czerwonego kuba tak bysmy sobie trwali w milczeniu. nic niemowiac, nic nie robiac, po prostu byli... wyplynely lzy ciche spod okularow, szybciutko poplynely, obijajac sie o koszuli kanty, na dol, na ziemie, do moich chlodnych rak, ktore kiedys trzymaly Ciebie... Tak mi zawsze dobrze z moimi myslami o Tobie. Tak mi zawsze dobrze kiedy usmiecham sie tajemniczo w zamysleniu, patrzac dalekimi oczyma na horyzont gwiazd i kiedy Cie tam szukam... Najlepiej zas, kiedy moge z Toba rozmawiac.
Napisalem ostatnio Twoje imie na scianie - i do twojego nazwiska dodalem jeszcze jedno, po myslniku, moje... I tak sobie pomyslalem ze ladnie brzmi to wszystko razem...
Zupelnie tak naturalnie, tak jakbys to zaplanowala.
Ciesze sie.

English ver :

I'm sad, you know? I even cried today. I was sitting in the kitchen, just like I usually do, on the floor and I was reading a newspaper... I was looking at the empty corner of thr opposite wall, and thought to myself, that it should be you sitting there, drinking coffe, from my red cup. And we would just sit there in silence.never saying anything, not doing anything, just aitting.. Then tears, came rolling down from under my glassess, bouncing back a little from the edges of my shirt, rolling down, towards my cold hands, that used to hold you... I always feel so good when i am left with my thoughts about you, when I am smiling secretly, looking with faraway eyes on the horizon of the stars, searching for you... But it feels best when I can talk to you.
I wrote your name on the wall lately. After your last name I added one more - mine and I just thought that they look good together. So naturally, just as if you planned all this.
I'm happy...


I wanna be where u are
and I don't wanna miss anything when I'm with you
when I dream I see only your eyes
since I met you I cried because I'm happy
if u don't smile I can't either
tell me that u love me and that you'll be next to me
I want to kiss you but my bed is empty
I get closer to your picture
and I miss you more
I wish I could always have your smile