Przyszedl do mnie o 2 nad ranem...razem z imho postanowili mnie odwiedzic...bylo tak dziwnie czulam ze miedzy mna a Ł. jest szyba...ja go widze a on mnie ale porozumienie jest niemozliwe...tak bym chciala, zeby mnie przytulil tak mocno i powiedzial, ze wszystko bedzie dobrze. Cala ta nocna rozmowa byla tak cholernie sztuczna. Dzwonil przed chwila, znowu uslyszalam ten beztroski ton glosu, ktory ma za zadanie dac do zrozumienia calemu swiatu jak On bardzo jest z siebie zadowolony...popis przed telefon...nie wiem co sie z nami dzieje!!!!!!
Od lutego tego roku przesladowala mnie piosenka "Outside" Stainda, moja piosenka i Grzeska:*... kiedy moj nastroj sie poprawil to ta piosenka jakos tak odeszla w zapomnienie a ostatnio wrocila...co wlaczam moja liste mp3 to slysze ten utwor...i to w sumie dobrze bo tekst mi psuje niesamowicie...

Staind - Outside

And you
Bring me to my knees
Again
All the times
That I could beg you please
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
But I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I felt like this won't end
Was for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It's from you
All the times
That I've tried
My intentions
Full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow wil be OK

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you