Tell me did you open your eyes...?

Looks like a dreamer's eye, huh?
Well I'm not like that anymore. That part of my soul has been killed and I wasn't the assasin.
Tried to dream once again, believed my dream could come true, believed and trusted someone, believed in someone, gave myself to someone, hoped for... Shouldn't have let myself to dream and hope... as soon as I dared to it turned out there was nothing to believe in anymore. Everything that used to make me happy and gave me strength was taken away from me.

I don't want to believe ever again.