21:53 / 26.05.2006
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komentarz (0) | I wanted to call u today but I got scared, that you may answer, that you will pick up the phone and you will say your sweet "Oy" the way you say it when you think that I understand your language, when we have so mych laughter...I carry the keychain you gave mr once and I still look at it, so it reminds me where you are, where I have left you and where I should be, you know I should be there with you and while listening to that song by Aaliyah - can I talk to you, I should be holding you close, gently patting your hair.I should be saying then, hey, I am here, we are both safe now... But I am somewhere else and I miss your presence, I miss you hugging me and saying that I am your boy. But most of all I miss you just being here. And just li;ke in the movie - Lost In Translations + I wish I could say the way she said it when they were sitting at the bar :
- I don't wanna go...
- So don't. Stay. Here. With Me.
Those simple words spoken so gently but yet so surely. I wanted to call you today just to hear your voice, to hear you whispering like when you are telling me all your secrets, like when we are both lying on the floor talking over the phone. I wanted to call you to tell you - I miss you... But maybe there is just too much of me arounf you and you need your space to breathe? maybe I should leave you alone? Or maybe it is just my mind messing with me?And I have to go soon or I will miss my last tram. The last tram to the life I am living without you...
I wanna miss it. Help me miss it. Just say out loud: Stay. Here. With Me... |
